Studio CreatiV: The Writings, poetry and musing of an Angry Man

They keep their hands clean

We work in the shit

They keep their hands clean

We work in the shit

They keep their chins high

We hang our heads low

They keep their chins high

We hang our heads low

They keep their chins high!!!

😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡

While we work they destroy

What little we have left

While we work they destroy

What little we have left

While we work

(Harder, harder)

They destroy!

While we work

(Till you drop)

They destroy!

While They keep their hands clean

(How much will we take?)

While They keep their hands clean

(How much will we take??)

While They keep their heads high

(How much will we take?!?)

While they keep their heads high!!!

This was written out of anger at the way things are and a general hatred of the status quo. Also, I found out that cops at Uvalde locked a school shooter in a classroom with children-with his intended victims!!-and did nothing as a whole class died.

“I feared for my life, so I shot an unarmed man!!” “I feared for my life, so I didn’t shoot a heavily armed man!!” WHY DO WE HAVE COPS?! I’ll tell you why-to keep us down!! They only work to subjugate us! They’re the rich man’s attack dogs!

I’m just so angry. Can you tell I live in America? I’m fed up with this country…

Till next time, everyone…

The state of things

They could be better, can’t they?

Hope to freakin’ God

They stop getting worse!!

To My Brothers in Arms

To my brothers in arms, respect

To my sisters of mercy, kindness

To the sons of liberty, respect

To the daughters of freedom, love

To my family, hope

To my enemies, destruction

-If you haven’t guessed I get really political at times! Hard not to when an entire government of upper class men is trying to kill you and everyone you care about…

I’m working on a Tom and Vince story! A kind of reboot of sorts after I left everything dangling for a bit. I don’t know how long it’ll take-I tend to write from the seat of my pants 😬 but soon, I hope…

Till next time!

The Dust, the Dust

The dust, the dust

Please pardon the dust

It won’t stop anything,

In that I will trust.

All over the curtains

The books, the halls!

I must start to cleaning

Lest it cover us all!!

The Throne

We live and we die

Under your watchful eyes

When we speak

We’re ignored

While you sit in your tower

Dropping mud on our heads

If there’s a God

Does he hear?

Does he even care at all?

When we plea for some help

When we plea for our lives

As you sit on your throne

Filling your face with pie!

We won’t be ignored forever

Someday will come a purge

Enjoy your time on your throne

‘fore we take it for our own!

Hey Big Shot

Hey big shot

Did it fall from the sky?

Boy did it make your head big

Fill it up with the pretty lies

Big spender, with his eyes full of lights

Have a big rise and a bigger fall…

Later, later, later

When I was younger I wanted to go everywhere

A boy with no care,

But when I said “can we go somewhere?”

The answer from adults was

“Later, later, later”

Now I am grown,

Yet I have my youthful soul

Though my bones aren’t any greater

And when I try to go like I did

When I was a kid,

My bones say,

“Later, later, later.”

The Politics on the Outside

This is gonna be a post about that word that starts in ‘P’ and ends in ‘OLITICS’ so BE WARNED….

More to the point, this is about my political views and how they have led to me feeling isolated in life and social media. I’m far to the left of Bernie Sanders and am no fan of either party and two party politics in general. It’s devolved into our leaders’ best-only-quality being “not something”. But not being something isn’t what we need.

We need a leader who makes precise decisions, who knows what needs to be done and will use the bully pulpit to get shit done.

In other words? We need something.

And I don’t see anything happening with the geriatric rich people who hold the reins. Seems we are just drifting from one oligarchy rep to another. And I don’t see Biden being any better. Everyone wants to forget how he told a plant worker “I don’t work for you”, or all the footage of children that he fondled ON CAMERA (which begs me to ask what does he do to them when there is no camera?) which all magically disappeared once he was inserted in office for not being something.

He isn’t any good at getting what we need done-Manchin proves that every freaking day. His poll numbers show it. And his people know it. So what to do? Maybe put pressure on Manchin to get out of the goddamn way and let crap get done? Nah, then we would be something!!! How about pushing a war with McCarthyist overtones instead?!

Yeah, I am no fan of war. Funny how the rich old people are, you’d think they were gonna fight it or something… and while I am NOT NOT NOT a fan of the Russian oligarch who wants to emulate our policies so bad, I am no fan of our oligarchs either. In fact the sooner they all die the best.

And those are my beliefs that have gotten me exiled from Reddit, banned from posting on Facebook multiple times and without a voice. Sorry for the rant. I just feel so hopeless these days…

Return of Disability Blues

Back has been hurting me progressively worse for weeks. Had to call off the weekend (they have me scheduled on Sunday even though they want me back at work after-sneaky lol bosses!) and even now I hurt

It mostly happens in the mornings. I can barely get out of bed! Went to the doctor only for them to say they can’t help me due to a surgery I had in 2017. I would be less angry about that had the surgery been more successful.

Anyway I just wanted to let everyone know in case I put up a post from the hospital or something. Not sure what to do… till next time, everyone.

An Empty Row of Chairs

My twin left me

For a life of her own,

My elder sister stayed

But may as well be gone.

My stepsister stayed

With an abuser

For that is all she knows

I left my mother

Because she was an abuser.

Four out of five

Estranged, abandoning, abusing and abused.

When my father leaves the mortal coil

I will be alone

Mourning from a row of empty chairs.