personal – Studio CreatiV: The Writings, poetry and musing of an Angry Man

For the good of all, AI needs to die

A summation of the colossal cluster that people mistakenly call AI and its negative impact on society

This time of year always gives me a melancholy feeling. Summer happens to be one of my favorite seasons, despite the heat and the bugs. Far back as my childhood, Summer was more than a season-it was a feeling of freedom, the shackles of the past being lifted and a brief time to stretch beforeContinue reading “The End (of Summer)”

Staring

Staring Deep down Into an abyss I want to jump To fall in But I cannot move

My Parrot

Describe an item you were incredibly attached to as a youth. What became of it? When I was a small child, I was very lonely. It didn’t help being mentally ill and under medicated. So one Christmas present I received will always be close to my heart. I was born in the mid 80s, andContinue reading “My Parrot”

Love is an overrated thing

Hear me out. Love can be a good thing. But in many cases, it can also be abusive. For many years, I tried to remain a good son to a vile, abusive woman who was supposed to be my mother. She abused me, physically and mentally, telling me I was worthless as anything but herContinue reading “Love is an overrated thing”

To be better

To be better. What is that? Is it some high off plateau, beyond the reach of mortals? A mental state of being, accessible through rigorous physical and mental training? Can it be attained easier than all that? Maybe it is a series of improvements, Like updates to a computer operating system. Maybe it’s like aContinue reading “To be better”

Why I don’t celebrate Mother’s Day

As the calendar goes along, we all eventually find ourselves on the day where we are supposed to celebrate moms. It should be a good, joyous occasion, full of family get-togethers and praising of the work our mothers do and did for us in the years gone by and all that they will do forContinue reading “Why I don’t celebrate Mother’s Day”

Anything PB&C

What’s your favorite candy? Peanut butter and chocolate is the best pairing since cheese and burgers- Some would say since corn and nuts (not me, that sounds horrific!) The second best amalgamation of food since pizza! Some like Butterfingers but me? I am a 5th Avenue man. Zagnut is a classic among peanut butter bars.Continue reading “Anything PB&C”

Writer’s Freakin Block

Two pages in Staring at the screen Mouse icon Blinking, blinking Taunting me Laughing at me! I am a man Trying to overcome a mountain Trying to navigate the seas But I can’t I got the bloody yips I’m stuck in a rut Writer’s block is kicking my ass!

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